I know,but...

I know I want to write a book. But, there is a conflict somewhere. I think, a part of me believes that that is too big a thing for me to accomplish. I've wanted to write since I was 8.I want to get rid of this fear. Ok. So, I'm a little afraid of this. I also want to make a lot of money through it.The book is supposed to be enlightening and inspiring.It's supposed to create a shift in thought.Especially, for people in Pakistan, my native country but for those around the world as well.I want to wake people up , yet I'm still half asleep myself.I want to say something, big.The truth is inside me. I just need to put it on paper.

Ain't Looking Good

It has been months of wandering. I've accomplished things, but something's not right.It might be lack of discipline..... or many other things.I know the theory. I think I need a dream partner.